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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Knocking at your Door

Maybe I'm not such a horrible person. Parts of me are ugly, some are giving. Chaos in the brain.

I worry about not living life to the fullest. I look back on the previous 6 months: I bought a house, I got published, I started a new and very demanding job and I got engaged. Perhaps I should stop beating myself up so much.

I started my wedding database. Why the fuck is hair jewelry so fucking expensive?

I really love that TV show "The United States of Tara". Maybe I have multiple personality disorder. Nyah, more like schizophrenia.

I went to the gym today for the 1st time in 5 years. I've been working out at home for a long while now. I fucking deplore the gym. "The hamsters on the mill go round and round. Round and round. Round and round." The road to nowhere. Dieting is damn full time job.

Time for some raisin toast. I hate raisins but love raisin toast.

That's the charm of me.

10 comments:

Dijea said...

I hate the gym too.

Leslie said...

You aren't a horrible person at all.

The Girl Least Likely To said...

Ugh, I detest the gym.

Cut yourself some slack, you've been through some big changes in the last few months!

Oh, and US of Tara is HILARIOUS!

phairhead said...

leslie, i have a very wide cruel streak and a host of other neuroses.

viva la hate of the gym!

Barefoot Dreamer said...

I totally agree about the gym - I can not exercise indoors...ugghhh causes a problem when the temps dip around here though.

I bought all my jewelry at Claire's (cheap mall jewelry boutique). It isn't the best stuff out there but seriously - for about 5 hrs of your life it is beyond nice enough for this thrifty gall!

I agree about the raisins - go for cinnamon bread same great taste no raisins :) (I wanna be published.. should probably right something first huh)

Albany Jane said...

Geeze, Busy Bee! You better give yourself some cred!

I also gotta second Claires or The Icing for wedding stuff. In the end I ended up not wearing any of the hair stuff I thought I would. Then again, I'm not really a big jewelry person.

Smirking Cat said...

I hate working out at the gym too! So mechanical and bizarre.

What did you have published? What did I miss here?

phairhead said...

thanks for the Clair's tip ladies. i just want something teeny and simple. :D

SC: rkvry.com autumn 2009. an on-line mag. i didn't get paid or nuttin' :D

the eternal list said...

used to be a gym rat, then i got tired, really tired, wanted to sleep instead...

phairhead said...

eternal: wanna take a nap? ;)